Dear Diary
Introduction


“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I regard our hiding as a dangerous adventure,
romantic and interesting at the same time.
In my diary I treat all the privations as amusing.
I have made up my mind now to lead a different life from other girls and,
later on, different from ordinary housewives. My start has been so very full of interest,
and that is the sole reason why I have to laugh at the humorous side of the most dangerous moments.”
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Me


Kelly
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
hello ..

ng tube insertion.
i bet all nurse haf come thru and been assessed for it ..
..
it may be easy for some ppl to insert .. afterall the person u insert is nt u mah ..


but tdy..
is my induction program
and one of the event is regarding ng tube insertion

i volunteer myself to be the one who kena inserted ..

i know u must be thinking so dumb to volunteer urself ..

but nope
tis is wad tink
to go thru urself den u'll noe how actually the pt feel ..

the pain and de discomfort de pt feel ..

let me share my experience with u ppl k ..

i feel so excited wen i sit there waiting to be inserted..
i can feel that my heart is pounding veri fast.
finally wen my friend is done with the preparation

here come the insertion
initially was fine..
but wen it hit the nostril and go dwn..
i feel that it's really umcomfortable for me ..
but i bear it ..
becox i wanna see how deep can i tolerate the procedure..
yeah
i endure
but wen it start to coil at the back of my throat, i feel that i'm choking and going to stop breathing
so i quickly ask my colleague to pull it out,
wen i saw the tube, it stain with blood..
it's normal becox it can be easily traumatised de ..

so in conclusion,
the feeling of insertion of ng tube was there,
it was really uncomfortable and pain wen it goes in ...
tml now i feel that my nostril is one big, one small..
hahaha
crazy i noe ..
i was thinking size 12 was used on us ..
wad abt those who kena inserted even bigger size..
it must be veri traumatised by it ..

..
now i noe, de feeling of it ..
nxt i feel like trying ivc on myself haha
haha haha

i noe i'm crazy enuff ..
but it's like u must feel it so that u understand how pt feel =X hehe hehe
i must be mad hehe hehe hhehe