hello ..
it's been a while i ever last blog ..

come to tink of it..
i've been working as a staff nurse since one month le ..
for tis one month, i can really FEEL the pressure ..
u've to be fast, to do as quick as u can ..
no matter wad .. u just nid to be quick ..
working in ed, was really a no jk tingy ..

till tdy, i still find myself working pace veri slow ..
as in the way i react to situation is veri straightforward..
which mean whenever there is a situation outbreak, i dunno wad to do ..
as in i'm tinking.. wad happen if one day a person SPO2 drop while transferring ?
u never noe right ?
nowaday pt health is so hard to say .. yeah ..
just wonder one day wad will happen if i'm dump to p1 myself !!
really myself..
standby case .. sure guarantee freak out one ..

i rmb that day i was in p1 ..
frm 10 onwards.. my standby case was non stop..
happen to be all the senior are doing one standby each .. and simply just leave me alone ..
and there is another standby coming in ..
my senior wanted to do the standby for me. but my sis( nursing officer) came in and say let kelly do tis standby ...
w/o any hesitate, i prepare all the airway .. whereelse, my sis take all the drugs..
i guess we've to worked and attend all the in services talk b4 we can be qualified as a nurse wor ..

ytd i went to CT scan ..
again i was alone ..
with a doc, porter and myself
initially is my frend go but who noes, my sis ask me to go in de end,
i admitted that tis is a rare opportunity for us as we're so called "newbie".... newly graduated frm poly mah..
so i just go lo ..
thing we prepared by my sis..
so happily.. i went for the CT scan ..

but wen we reached there, my porter dunno how to place all the ting .. nvm nvm
i tot at least the doc can help
but who noes .
lucky worst !
haha haha
stand far far and see me .. ordering me like no body business de wor ..
first time i see !
hehe hehe.
nvm ..
i settled all the ting den i went in to the room ..
out of my curiousity, i looked at the scan
tell me tis " ur focus shld be there" yeah it's truth but i'm monitoring my pt at the same time as i looked at the screen
and i only look for 3 mins ..
so i tell myself .
i also dun understand so better focus on my ting bah..

i just dun understand why ..
doc and nurse are human ..
dey've to gif us a attitude as if dey're much more better than us !
one day if dey dun haf nurse, i see how dey're going to function in tis world..
most of the ting, is done by our nurse ! arrgh !
let it go bah =)

hearing frm denise that, someting happen to fiona..
such a poor ting man ..
hope she's is okie and feel better .... ..

i just hope that the journy of our nurse life will sail smoothly as many year as possible .. =)