i dunno why..
i really dunno wad to do ..

i feel like an useless idiot now ..
totally depressed and shag ..
i feel so hurt wen i tink of the words..
flashing thru my mind .

why i cant be the time wen i'm back to young.
i dun nid to grow up .

yeah

u can say that i'm a useless ass hole ..
a mountain turtle..

i hide myself up wen there is a problem !

but i just dunno wad to do that it ..

i wore a SN uniform but i dun behave like one!

it's an hurting phrase !

yeah ..

mayb tis is my mindset ..

critical area mean u're dying soon!

i just dunno now!

frm now on , i tell myself, i nid to learn as much as i can, to observe as much as i can !
as fast as a cheetah !
to improve on my behaviour!

i just want to be it that way!

i just dunno wad to do ...

i feel like gifing up, but my pride telling me not to becox i dun want to be defeated so easily !
haha
that's what i'm born to be ! my stubborn somehow will kill me one day !


"dis are obstacles preventing me from reaching my dream!"
"i will definitely win in the end!"

the encouraging phrase somehow help me alot. thanks u