i dunno why i just feel like blogging tdy ..
i feel that my heart is so weird so weird ..
all the worries suddenly just come out ..
i've been wondering ..
m i able to make it thru this 6 months ?

simply just wondered !

tdy i feel that i was totally lousy ..
really lousy !!!
really lousy !!!!
such an failure ..

i eventually totally blank out in critical area !
blank out as in i dunno wad to do so i just stood there..
arrgh
the preceptor teach me wad to do..
everyday i just faced new thing ..

after everyting ...
she gif me time to tink ..
reflection time ..
how do i perform tdy ?
wad i can say is ..
yesh.. i perform badly !!!!
i admit to her ..
i could haf been better ..
in overall, i nid to buck up on my theory and knowledge..
i couldnt be so stoning !
i must learn to work hard..
arrgh !
i must learn !!!

she said, i can function at p2 but p1 i still alot of practices . ..
i still nid to practices alot !

5 month to go !
hai ..
i just feel that mayb i nt suitable as a nurse =(