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april fool day
but in this blog ,
the words i wrote, it come frm the bottom of my hrt..
i'm NOT fooling u !

two days had passed.
i feel that i'm back to the reality
where i've to face the cruelty of this world once again.
..
no longer is the world of me and u ..

noisy life is back to my life..
where i've to listen to everyone shouting, screaming, everywhere i go..
nightmare had engulfed back into my dream!

10 days in melb, i feel that i'm living in the wonderland,
i'm just like a cinderalla..
where i found my prince over there..
i've lots of fun ( although the shop close early)..
i realised my love for u has grown even more ..
mayb like wad u say to me, i cant live w/o u too ..
just like one of the song .. ..

the time with u
passed so fast,
it's so fast that,
sometime how i wish the time will just stopped .
i can paused the time!
so that everyone will be freeze! ..
haha haha haha

i like the time where u and me
in the appt
it just like our little home.
u cook the spageti ( dunno how to spell)
and i help u to wash and dry plate ( end up, u're doing urself cox i caused even more troubled for u)..
u scolded me for messing up the hse, and i realised that my yang yang is so man ! hehe


i like the moment where u and me ,
holding hand walking back to the appt in the middle of the night,
in my hrt, i feel so sweet and loving.
i feel so joyful..
feel that i'm like a little woman who is being protected.
no longer fighting alone in the EMD ( which sometime, i feel so tired of putting up a brave front or fake smile to them ).

the moment where u and me
sitting in the tram.
wen i feel tired, u'll alway offered me to lie on ur shoulder , asking me to take a rest.
so nice and warmed..
although the journey was far but i dun mind, becox i was with u =)

10 days in melb,
i'm so happy to be with u..
the happy moment and feeling iare the things i dunno how to tell/show it to u ..
the only way i can prove it
to u
is to hug and kiss u non stop.
to me, this is the best way i could prove to u ..
the bits and piece of joy i haf.

during the departure,
i feel extremely sad.
how i wish
how i wish
i can dun come back to sg..
i tell myself nt to cry in front of u
becox if i were to cry, i'll make u feel even worse and sad..
i must be brave ..
the moment i sat in the plane, tears just dropped..
i couldnt stopped ..
it took me abt 15 mins to dry the tears in my eyes..
the moment i heard u're crying, my tears rolled dwn of my eyes.
i feel so regretful..

nevertheless,
i'm once again back to tis reality =(

baby,
i miss u so badly
spiritually, my soul is still with u

bit and pieces of memories i've shared with u
couldnt stopped flashing thru my mind..


no matter wad, u must study hard, i'll wait for u to come back ..
i hope one day, the promises u gave me will come true.
the dream of my japan will become real..

thanks for the 10 days ,
the happiest moment i've =)
the time i spent with u ..
no words could actually replace the happiness i';ve in my heart =)

baby, i love u.. no one love u as much as i do. tis is the phrase u used to tell me,
BUT now i'm telling u ..

i'll be looking forward to the time u come back to singapore =)

regards
ur darlin'
kelly toh shi yun

p.s sorry for my poor english. i tried my best to write it in a better way =P hehe